Life isn’t easy, like… at all. It takes trial and error and most of the time it never gets easier. Sorry I hate to be the bearer of bad news! Good news is that you can choose how you want things to flow. Either you can be upset forever, or you can learn to deal and heal.
Whatever your trauma is, it’s never too late to grow. I understand you might be stuck in your ways and comfortable with it, but being free is better! Walking without that weight you’re carrying can make life livable again.
Whew I’ve been doing this for 9 months now, how symbolic is that. Anyway, this has been one heck of a ride. Be safe and thanks for reading!